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That's Why They're Called Secerts; Eleven Part Eleven- Demi's POV Joe and I sat on that (More) Part Eleven- Demi's POV Joe and I sat on that bench for hours. I was crying and Joe was just sitting there rubbing my arm or planting kisses on the top of my head, it was soothing. After I had my crying spree I slowly pushed myself off of Joe's chest. "Are you ready to talk about it?" He asked, concern in his eyes. I nodded, "Yeah, I think so." Joe pushed some of my hair behind my ear and flashed me a small grin, "So, what's bothering you?" He asked. I explained to Joe about the whole situation. I tried not to cry but some tears had slipped out. After I was done explaining about losing two of my best friends Joe wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear, "If they were really your friends they wouldn't just ditch you like that, and maybe if you explain why you told they'd understand." "But that's just it!" I yelled, "I didn't tell!" Joe cocked his head to the side, "Then who'd you tell? Who knows?" I started thinking, "Selena, Nick, you, me..." "Well, maybe when you told me someone heard. You know how gossip can get around." I shrugged, "I guess. I'm so stupid!" I hollered. Joe took me into his arms and hugged me. I saw him roll his eyes at my stupidity, "Demi, you're not stupid." "Then tell me how I messed things up!?" I shouted. "People make mistakes, it's what makes us, us." I pursed my lips together and sighed, "I guess you're right. I'm sorry..." I paused and just enjoyed being held by Joe. "My mom wants to meet you." I told him. Joe smiled at me, "She does <b>...</b> (Less)
![It's Not Real, Is It? [26]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/b0Xkp7f5syw/0.jpg "It's Not Real, Is It? [26]")
It's Not Real, Is It? [26] I stormed downstairs and outside, trying to make (More) I stormed downstairs and outside, trying to make as much distance as I could from Nick as I heard him trail behind me, calling me to stop. I didn't want to hear it. As much as I denied it during these last two weeks Nick had used me. He used me to get Katy jealous. And I couldn't blame him. Katy was stunning. She was beautiful, and then there's me. Selena, Joe's sister. And that's all I am to him. That's all I ever was.
I felt someone grip onto my arm and I swung towards the person who was holding me, meeting Nick's eyes. I had to look away; I couldn't look into his eyes. I needed to do this for me. I needed to stop this stupid fake scenario. I couldn't live a lie anymore.
"Selena, please. Back there was nothing. I didn't kiss her, she kissed me" he pleaded, trying to get me to look into his eyes but I couldn't.
I felt the anger and shame well up in me for going along with this. I was angry at him for toying with my feelings. I was angry at me for being so damn weak. "Leave me alone Nick. I don't need to hear it" I growled, pulling myself from his grip.
"Selena don't be angry. I came here with you. I didn't kiss her. I only want you" he whispered, making me shake my head.
"You only wanted me to make Katy jealous! I mean nothing to you! I never have done, have I? I'm just Joe's sister to you. You knew how much I liked you Nick! You knew, and yet you played me like an idiot. Leave me alone. I don't want to even look at you" I yelled angrily. I could hear murmurs and I looked behind Nick to see everyone on Katy's lawn, listening in to our conversation so they could gossip about it on Monday.
"Selena don't break up with me. Please don't" he begged, taking my hand and holding it tightly.
I just looked at him in disgrace, yanking my hand back. "We're over Nick. We're over!" I shouted, pushing him away as he tried to take a step toward me. "We're done Nick. You can finally go back to your life" I whispered, only for him to hear before walking off down the street and out of sight.
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As soon as I got home I went upstairs and threw myself onto my bed. I could feel the tears well up in my eyes but I pushed them back. I couldn't let him get to me. It was the end of the two weeks. It was bound to happen. It just so happened to be that Katy's plan gave me the best reason to end it. Now I wouldn't have to be the one telling everyone that Nick and I broke up, because that argument would be spread through the whole school before home room on Monday.
And as much as I meant my every word to Nick, I would never admit it. I would never let him know how he had taken me for a fool. How he had made me obsessed and how I made myself believe that our relationship was real, because it wasn't. It wasn't real... was it?
I sighed and got up, stripping myself from my dress and slipping into something a lot more comfier to sleep in. I wiped off my make-up and tied my hair up and then got into bed. The next school week was going to be awkward for me. I'd be the talk of the school. Nick and I would be the talk of the school. I also knew that Nick was most likely dancing the night away with Katy, happy now he didn't have to live a lie.
That was his plan wasn't it? Use me to get back with Katy? Because if it was, it worked.
I just wish it didn't. I just wished he would have actually fallen for me in the last two weeks. I hoped he would realise that I cared for him, deeply, and that I would have never let him go through what Katy did.
The tears finally slipped through my barricade, the loneliness finally settling in as I realised that Nick wouldn't drive me to school. He wouldn't hold my hand or my waist as we made it through the school day. He wouldn't stick up for me when Katy taunted me. He wouldn't drive me home. The games would stop. The kissing would stop.
Now I would have to ignore him, stay out of his way and make sure I didn't see him with Katy. When he comes to the house I'd have to hide in my room or Joe would have to warn me beforehand so I could make plans with girls. Though, they had boyfriends. They had boys that cared for them and loved them. Once again I'd be the third wheel, not fitting in with them. Once again I was alone. (Less)
The Gossip That's Not What I Heard 01 Swing Low.mp3 4shared.com ext: .mp3 2 MB date: 2012-01-03
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